Ten things.

1. List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people.
2. Don't list any names.
3. Never mention it again.




1. People are sneaky in so many ways. You can't trust them and you shouldn't. Even the ones you think you can trust most of all will ultimately betray you, even if it's behind your back. So when you finally find out about it, don't be so suprised. You just didn't know until then.

2. I've always wanted that guy friend that was always there for me for anything. That BEST guy friend. You know what I mean? I'm sorry I didn't realize it until now but you really are one of the best people to hang around. Just don't get nervous about silly things. Aren't guys supposed to like boobs? So don't freak out and be embarrassed when girls talk about them.

3. You are the loudest and most obnoxious bitch I know. God. Shut up. Every day you're standing there talking to a slightly less obnoxious bitch and then she'll say something funny and you'll laugh really fucking loud. You know the song that goes "laughing so loud that all the little people stare" ? Well, I stare. I'm not little though, and if you don't shut the fuck up then I'm going to punch you in the face one of these days. Seriously, it's really loud. I know you wouldn't know that when you laugh the whole room goes quiet, because you're too loud to hear the world around you. Grow up, and take the blue/green streak of color out of your hair.

4. I hate you. Rape isn't funny so don't laugh. I don't even care if you're fucking drunk, because there is no excuse.

5. You've screwed my sleeping habits. There are three things now that I have to have before I can sleep. One is Against Me! playing over the speakers, two is the Against Me! jacket I've come to know and love (and ridicule), and three is this little ball of light that really has nothing to do with you. You've changed me in so many ways even I'm unaware of all of them. I love our rediculous conversations about nothing, and all the adventures we have pretty much rock, but there are just some things I wish you wouldn't do. It's called perseverance.

6. I'm seventeen now, and I thought I'd never make it. Thanks for always having faith in my abilities, when no one else did. You'll never see that I'm gonna make it because of what you said to me. I'm gonna graduate, and I'm gonna get to college and I'm gonna do well. You were the best, and I'm sorry I let you down. But all I can do now is prove that you were right.

7. Long nights spent talking to you never make up for not being with you. I wish I lived closer, but changing the past alters the present, and I'm really glad I know you.

8. You were my best friend for so long, so what happened? When I went to high school everything changed and suddenly I wasn't cool enough for you. Well you know what? I really don't like your band that much, and your friend has ugly hair. But in a way you're still my surrogate little brother and all the years as friends still cause me to worry about you and defend your name when my parents badmouth you. You're gonna be something one day, I know, but I just don't know what, or when. All I can say is, stay in school and go to college, and it will all work out for the best.




I couldn't come up with 10. These are supposed to be angry letters too I found out. Oh well, I just don't have 10 people to be angry at.



Puppies and Teddybears,
Kristine